Tuesday, May 18, 2010

Last Night

I was awake most of the night with severe hot flashes.  I was literally generating so much heat that the bed beneath me was hot.  It is lonely in the night when you can't sleep.  Knowing that Rob has to get up for work the next morning, I endure.  The night seems endless when you are awake.
And in the morning I am exhausted both in spirit and body, and this is when Rob requests I ask the doctor if I will be OK by myself.  I didn't suffer by myself, he was suffering with me, not knowing what to do, only knowing I was in misery.
Another day leading to another night.

1 comment:

  1. Hang in there. Long nights can certainly make for long days but just think how great it will feel when you are able to sleep through the whole night. It won't be long. You have such great support with Rob. I know it is hard to make it through this but you can do it. Try to keep your spirit high. Thinking of you -- Holly